confused….

okay then, the real reason I write in this blog, just to improve my writing skills, which is very very bad….. because I wanna practice, coz I wanna go abroad for university

And now, I am being tangled by the strings of confusion….. I am confused, is the major that I have chosen is the right one?

I am going to take january class, but I don’t think it is possible…

I have not taken any IELTS test…which is a DEFINITELY YES certificate that you need in order to go abroad…. and the minimal score for the university that I want to attend is 650-700…. My friends don’t even get 550!!!! ME, 650 till 700?? WHAT THE….huff

then, there are still soooo many to be prepared… the UAI or now is called ATAR for the major that I want to take is 97.30 (fall 2010), and the requirements for taking the major are: I have to make a personal statement and 10 products of arts, including the demonstration, in a CD…and how do I do that?? well, that is the requirements for the first university… FOR the 2nd, the UAI is 86 or something like that…and I have not opened its website for further information…

and I am not from its country but I have got permission to stay there (PR), so then, I am being included as a local student…but where do I get the UAI score??????? I am confused again in that matter….huff…..

and what about my speaking, I think it is really not fluent, and has so many grammatical errors….my vocab, my listening skills….. maybe I will just be a failure person in the future….

i’m outta the place!!!

oh yeah, finally, i got out from the boring place, which is vair not comfortable and just makes u stressed out, which is HOSPITAL, omaigood… Finally I got out from there!!!

I got attacked by a sudden mist of mosquitoes blood walking inside my blood’s veins, which made me got a dengue fever, damn…. my platelets dropped till 67.700, that was the lowest, but thank you, thank you, it rose up in the eight day, although it only rose till 76.000, and the next day it rose up to 147.000. Oh MAN, it’s like I have just got married or whatever that is, I felt so vair damned happy!!!!!!!! HAHA

BUT, because I got diarrhea too, so I got out from the hospital in the following day. And now, I am not allowed to eat chillied and coconut milked also fried food, HUHU…… but it’s okay though, I don’t have to eat any porridge, I am sick of eating porridge for more than a week!!!!!

Well, thanks for the assistance though, Mr. Doctor Titos and Ms. Nurses (Aprillia, Amanda, the pregnant one, Nopita, and I forgot their names), also my parents and siblings, I LOVE YOU…..

Hmm, what I just babbled out to you guys, just ignore-vous it…hahaa….I am just typing because I am soooo happy you know… I just got out from the hospital two days ago…. My skin right now is like a polkadot patterned clothes y’know, even my Dad wants to take pictures of it so many times, HUFF…..

THANK YOU, againn…. >.<